The Fate That Bring Them Together : An Angel Voice

December 26th, 1994

He love to sing. Since he could talked though not perfect yet, he like to sing. His parents and twin brother always pay extra attention when he sings. They once told him that they loved his voice and that he sangs really well.
So, here he is...at Children's Christmas Song Competiton that organized by one of the largest TV Station in Korea. His parents and twin brother also come and will watch him from the audience seat. Now he needs to concentrate even more because 5 minutes later is his turn.

".....and now let us hear the next participant with number 9, the one who will be celebrate his just 8th birthday next week, Kim Junsu!" come to his hearing the voice of the MC. His little feet starts walking to the center of the stage and after arrive he bow his little head to the audience, take a glance to his parents and twin brother's seat, throw a shy smile, take a deep breath and O Holy Night starts come out from his little mouth.

O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth. 

.....

*****

His parents have decided to imigrate to America. They think America can bring good future for their family. He and his little brother love their current homeland nonetheless have to follow their parents. He couldn't do anything, he just 8 years old then.
And the time to departure is only in 30 minutes from now on. He will miss his friends. He will miss his old home. He feels his little brother's hand shaking and he tighten his grasp on his little brother's hand, try to calming his little brother and himshelf from unknown country they will live at next.

".....and now let us hear the next participant with number 9, the one who will be celebrate his just 8th birthday next week, Kim Junsu!" come to his hearing. He surely cannot sing well, he just a little younger than me, he pay attention at the big television stand in the airport's waiting room.

O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth. 

.....

His eyes wide open, he never heard before 8 years old boy could sings really nice, and his voice...he surely thinks he hears an angel voice. If I a little older than I'll comeback to Korea and I'll find him, sing a song with him and compose him a beautiful song...
"Yoochun hyung, umma and appa call us" his little brother poke his arm to get his attention.


*****

At Christmas like this, he and his sister love to watch TV because usually there will be a lot of nice program that presented on TV. And now they are watching Children's Christmas Song Competiton. He always like to watch such program. And he dreamed that one day he'll stand on at the same stage or even bigger and somehow bring him a popularity that he loved.
He smirks when he sees the 8th participant ends his song. He definitely couldn't reach the finale part, he is too boring. What will the 9th participant singing like?

".....and now let us hear the next participant with number 9, the one who will be celebrate his just 8th birthday next week, Kim Junsu!" Ah, he is 1 year younger than me and he is so cute.

O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth. 

.....

Wow, amazing...he will win this competition...he must to...his voice is so amazing. Wait for me Kim Junsu, until I find a way to go to Seoul, I will find you and you have to hear me sing the same song, and surely we will be born as an amazing duet.
"Jaejoong-ah, did you see the boy who just sing, he is so cute, did he?" His sister's voice reach his hearing and put him to reality.


*****

Just at the moment, Jung Yunho who just arrive at home see his younger sister watching television and hear the song that Kim Junsu sing in that program. He pays attention more because of his curiosity. When he hear some, he want to hear more. It's just like the voice have a miraculous that attractive him some way. Long after that, he still couldn't forget the voice.


*****

Shim Changmin who have a lunch with his parents at a hotel's restaurant see the program from a screen at one of the restaurant's wall. His parents look so amazed how a young boy 2 years older than him have such voice. So he pay attention to the boy on TV and promise himself to participate the same program next year. At night when he already asleep, he dream about him and the boy from TV sing the same song at the same stage.

O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining,
It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth.
Long lay the world in sin and error pining.
Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.
Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices!
O night divine, the night when Christ was born;
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!
O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!

Led by the light of faith serenely beaming,
With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand.
O'er the world a star is sweetly gleaming,
Now come the wisemen from out of the Orient land.
The King of kings lay thus lowly manger;
In all our trials born to be our friends.
He knows our need, our weakness is no stranger,
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!
Behold your King! Before him lowly bend!

Truly He taught us to love one another,
His law is love and His gospel is peace.
Chains he shall break, for the slave is our brother.
And in his name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
With all our hearts we praise His holy name.
Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we,
His power and glory ever more proclaim!
His power and glory ever more proclaim!

~ END ~





I write this fic as a present for TVXQ's 6th Anniversary at December 26th, 2009...and belated birthday present for Kim Junsu who celebrate his birthday at December 15th, 2009.
 
In this fic I write that the Children's Christmas Competition held on December 26th, a week before Junsu's birthday...since his birthday registered on January 1st ^^v
 
Btw, I'm suck with grammar and my English is not good too, but i try to, so please...comments are welcome... ^o^

ps. Naomie n Shira
sori blm nyelesein fic yg sblm na udah mosting yg laen lagi...kaga nahan soalnya :P
dua malam berturut2 pikiran gw penuh dgn crita yg ini, kaga bisa mikir yg laen LOL


wallpaper credit to : dorothydevere.livejournal.com

Please Stay By My Side

Entah kenapa malam itu tidurnya tidak nyenyak, padahal hari ini sungguh sangat melelahkan. Dia dan keempat member lainnya sejak dini hari tadi sudah meninggalkan apartemen karena mereka harus tiba di lokasi pemotretan sebelum fajar menyingsing. Pemotretan yang diharapkan bisa cepat selesai ternyata menghadapi banyak kendala, apalagi fotografernya seorang yang sangat perfeksionis. Cuaca musim panas tahun ini juga tidak membantu sama sekali. Ah, tidak, bukannya cuaca tidak membantu, karena seandainya tadi turun hujan pemotretan pasti akan tertunda lagi. Hanya saja cuaca yang terlalu panas hari ini membuatnya lebih cepat kelelahan. Dan bukan hanya dia, keempat member yang lebih muda usianya itupun juga merasakan kelelahan yang sama dengannya.
Pemotretan yang akhirnya selesai 3 jam lebih lama dari yang dijadwalkan membuat mereka tidak sempat lagi beristirahat. Maka mereka bergegas ke studio untuk rehersal mini concert yang akan diadakan 5 hari lagi. Rehersal itupun tidak berjalan lancar. Mungkin cuaca panas, kurang istrirahat malam sebelumnya, kecapaian saat pemotretan, fotografer yang terus menerus meminta re-shoot, membuat mereka bad-mood. Bahkan candaannya yang dilontarkan untuk mencairkan suasana tidak ditanggapi oleh Junsu dan Yoochun. Padahal biasanya mereka berdualah yang membuat kekonyolan agar suasana yang tegang berubah santai. Tarian yang sudah lama mereka latih menjadi sangat sulit untuk diikutinya lagi. Beberapa langkah tarian mendadak hilang dari ingatannya dan menyebabkan latihan harus diulang kembali dari awal. Dan hal itu membuat Yunho menegurnya. Ah, bertambah sudah penderitaannya. Dia tidak sanggup kalau Yunho menegurnya seperti itu. Rasanya dia ingin segera pergi meninggalkan ruang latihan, tapi itu bukan jalan keluar bukan. Mini concert sudah di depan mata, mau tidak mau dia harus bisa menghafalkan semua langkah tarian itu dan jangan sampai ada kesalahan lagi pada saat konser, atau Yunho akan lebih marah lagi. Mencoba menahan jatuhnya air yang menggenang di pelupuk matanya dia pun berusaha untuk tetap konsentrasi, selelah apapun tubuhnya saat itu. Yang pasti tekadnya saat itu adalah segera menyelesaikan rehersal, tidak membuat Yunho menegurnya lagi, karena dia juga sadar yang merasakan kelelahan yang sangat bukan hanya dia. Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu bahkan Changmin pun merasakan kelelahan yang tidak kalah hebatnya dari yang dia rasakan.

***

Mereka tiba kembali di apartemen sudah lewat tengah malam. Dan seharusnya kelelahan yang dirasakannya bisa membuatnya lebih mudah terlelap. Tapi pada kenyataannya sudah lebih dari 1 jam kepalanya menyentuh bantal tapi tetap saja dia belum tertidur. Pikirannya mengembara entah kemana, perasaannya tidak tenang, degup jantungnya bahkan lebih dahsyat daripada ketika dia berada dalam pelukan Yunho. Perlahan dia membalikkan badannya menghadap Yunho yang berbaring di sisi lain tempat tidur itu. Sepertinya Yunho sudah terlelap, itu dilihatnya dari cara tidur Yunho yang mata dan mulutnya terbuka. Memandang Yunho dengan kebiasaan tidurnya yang memalukan, dia tersenyum dengan mata penuh cinta. Seandainya saja dia tidak merasakan kelelahan yang sangat hari itu dan seandainya dia tidak berpikir member yang lain pun merasakan kelelahan yang sama, ingin sekali rasanya dia membelai wajah mungil Yunho, merasakan kekasaran dagunya yang mulai ditumbuhi cambang, menikmati bibirnya yang....ah, sial, kenapa pikirannya mulai ke arah yang akan disesalinya jika dia tidak ingin membangunkan Yunho dari tidur... Perlahan dia membalik tubuhnya membelakangi Yunho, menutup mata dan mencoba untuk masuk ke alam mimpi dengan menghitung domba... 1 domba, 2 domba, 3 domba.....9 domba, 10 domba.........26 domba..........45 domba.........66 domba -ah, kenapa belum bisa tertidur juga- 67 domba.........89 domba, 90 domba.............100 domba.......123 dom~ba........... 155~dom~ba...........1~8~3~dom~ba..............

***

Suara ribut apa itu? Dia terbangun dengan kaget dan langsung menyadari kalau kepalanya terserang rasa sakit yang belum pernah dialaminya selama ini. Mencoba menghalau rasa sakit yang dirasakannya dia berpaling ke samping, ke sisi yang biasanya dia temukan pandangan penuh cinta mengarah padanya. Hhhmmm...ternyata Yunho masih terlelap. Apa Yunho tidak mendengar suara ribut tadi? Masih dengan kepala berdenyut dia turun perlahan dari tempat tidur, berusaha untuk tidak membangunkan Yunho. Jam berapa ya sekarang? Apa Yoochun sumber suara ribut itu? Biasanya Yoochun terbangun pagi-pagi buta karena ingin melanjutkan mengkomposisi lagu barunya. Atau apa Changmin yang membuat keributan di dapur?
Dia membuka pintu kamar dengan perlahan, berharap tidak meninggalkan bunyi decit sekecil apapun agar tidak menggangu Yunho. Dengan sangat perlahan juga dia menutup pintu kamar di belakangnya. Berjalan ke ruang musik dan menengok ke dalamnya hanya untuk menemukan ruangan yang gelap dan lengang. Yoochun pasti masih tidur di kamarnya, disisi Junsu, bahkan mungkin mereka berdua tidur sambil berpelukan. Dia tersenyum sendiri membayangkan apa yang barusan dipikirkannya sambil menoleh ke arah sofa di depan TV untuk meyakinkan tidak ada seorang pun yang sedang berbaring di sana. Berbalik menuju dapur dan memasang telinga mencoba menangkap suara-suara yang mungkin muncul dari arah dapur. Sepertinya tidak ada suara apapun, sepertinya tidak ada orang yang berada di sana. Tapi untuk lebih meyakinkan lagi dia tetap melangkah ke arah dapur. Benar, dapur juga kosong, tidak ada Changmin di sana.Dia ingin kembali ke kamarnya, ingin kembali ke sisi Yunho agar ketika Yunho terbangun, Yunho tidak merasa kehilangan dirinya. Namun sesuatu menahannya. Ingatan tentang suara ribut yang begitu menggangu tidurnya membuat langkahnya menuju kamar tertahan. Dia mencoba mengingat suara ribut sepeti apa yang tadi didengarnya ketika perlahan air mata menetes di pipinya tanpa dia ketahui sebabnya. Lalu tiba-tiba dia teringat saat suara ribut itu menyentuh gendang telinganya, dia merasakan sesak yang sangat di dadanya, seakan-akan sesuatu menghimpit dadanya. Dan ketika dia terbangun dengan kaget tadi, selain rasa sakit yang menyerang kepalanya dia sempat merasakan setetes air mengalir di pipinya...


~bersambung~


lg nyoba bikin fanfic *shy* mudah2an ada yg suka :P
rencana awal sih bukan yg ini, tp krn gw keburu nulis di ms.word dan pas mo co-pas ke mp malah kaga bisa di-save T___T maksudnya mo diketik ulang aja, tp krn yg baru selesai itu prolog na, n masih bingung mo ngelanjutinnya gimana *secara crita na kek na bakal panjang* makanya gw ganti dgn yg ini ^^
trus yg ini juga rencananya cuman oneshot aja, tp koq jd kepanjangan y? LOL

ps. nao : gimana nao, gw udah nepatin janji buat nge-share kan? :P

Koishite Akuma / Vampire Boy

Rating:	★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Romance

Title:
恋して悪魔 / Koishite Akuma
Also known as:
The Loving Demon
Tagline:
ヴァンパイア☆ボーイ / Vampire Boy
Format: Renzoku
Episodes: 10
Broadcast network: KTV, Fuji TV
Broadcast period: 2009-Jul-07 to 2009-Sep-08
Theme song: Akuma na Koi by Nakayama Yuma with B.I.Shadow


Cast

Vampire
~ Nakayama Yuma as Kuromiya Ruka
~ Kondo Masahiko as Kaito

Shinjo Family
~ Ito Shiro as Shinjo Jiro
~ Horiuchi Keiko as Miura Atsuko
~ Morimoto Shintaro as Miura Shota

Koyo High School
~ Kato Rosa as Natsukawa Makoto
~ Takahashi Hitomi as Fujii Sakiko
~ Kyo Nobuo as Fujii Masayuki

Class 2-3
~ Sakuraba Nanami as Takagi Kaori
~ Nakajima Kento as Handa Hiroto
~ Irie Jingi as Matsuyama Naoki
~ Okamoto Rei as Uemura Tomomi
~ Taiga as Yoshioka Yuji


Sinopsis

Ruka has yet to mature into a full-fledged vampire. His canines have yet to fully develop, which means he still hasn't tasted human blood — or, at least, human blood that he's drawn himself. In order to get him prepared, he is cast down into the world of humans, where he boards with Jiro, the owner of a Chinese restaurant, and enrolls in high school. His homeroom teacher is a cheerful, though meddlesome, young woman who catches the fledgling bloodsucker off-guard. Is he actually falling in love with a mortal? --The Japan Times


credit to : wiki.d-addict


Gw pertama kali tertarik pengen nonton dorama ini krn ceritanya tentang vampire. Tapi setelah nonton gw agak kecewa krn soal kehidupan vampire itu sendiri kurang digali di dorama ini. Bahkan gw agak bingung dengan kemunculan vampire jahat -yang suka menghisap darah anak SMU cewk- di tengah cerita yang setelah dikalahkan Ruka -tp cuman terluka dikit aja- akhirnya menghilang. Tidak dikisahkan kenapa ada vampire yg jahat dan apa penyebab vampire terbagi 2 kubu, krn ternyata Kaito dulunya manusia.....mgkn jg krn gw masih terpengaruh dgn anime Vampire Knight yg emang menceritakan lebih detil tentang perbedaan vampire murni dan vampire yg awalnya manusia.

Dan ternyata emang 'tiitik berat' dorama ini ada di romance-nya. Bisa dilihat dari cara pengambilan adegan pertemuan pertama Ruka - Makoto.... perkembangan hubungan mereka secara mereka adalah murid dan guru -point yg bikin gw dejavu dgn dorama Takki - Nanako di Majo no Jouken-. Pilihan Ruka cukup berat karena untuk tetap hidup dia harus menghisap darah sedangkan dia ga bisa menghisap darah cewk lain selain 'his destined woman'.

Bisa dibilang kisahnya cukup romantis. Walaupun gw merasa agak terganggu dengan akting Nakayama Yuma dan Kato Rosa. Ada scene2 tertentu yg menurut gw mereka terlalu kaku. Seperti ketika Ruka diceritakan jadi buas di bawah sadarnya, yg gw lihat sih bukan akting buas tp berusaha untuk buas LOL. Dan pergolakan emosi Makoto sensei mnrt gw kurang dalam. Chemistry keduanya jg kurang mnrt gw. Gw malah lebih demen dengan akting Sakuraba Nanami :P.
Btw, Nakayama Yuma ternyata cakep banget apalagi di adegan pertemuan pertama Ruka dgn Makoto sensei di bawah hujan ^^

Over all gw ngasih 2,5 bintang deh...mungkin ada yg berpendapat gw terlalu murah hati ya LOL...tp diluar kekurangan2 yg gw lihat ceritanya cukup pantaslah untuk yang emang suka cerita2 tentang true love atau forbidden love gtu ^.^v

The Thing I Finally Realize

I have known you years ago but not in personal
I did have you but just because of my curiosity
Until weeks before i've seen someone who cared u so much
It's hurts me

Why had to someone else who cared you
Why i never realize your beauty and kindness
Why i stopped myself for being addicted to you
It's hurts me
So much hurts me
And i know it hurts you too

I'm sorry for being so selfish
I'm sorry for neglected you
I'm sorry because my sorry couldn't change the time we've lost
I'm sorry because the only word i can say just...I'm sorry

I want to know you more
I want to need you more
I want to love you...more and more
Please don't think that i want to do that just because of my sorry
Because i do realize how much i care about you
I do love you...love you so much
Up to level i can feel your bloody heart as much as my bloody heart


This post it's my feeling for my DBSK's...so this words are tribute to DBSK...i'm keeping my faith on you boys...

dari blog tetangga : your birth month n your characteristic :P

Jyll on JULY :

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation ??. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.




Pick your birth month.
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
- Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under your post.
 

 

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation ??. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

YAKUZA MOON

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Biographies & Memoirs
Author:	Shoko Tendo

Shoko Tendo adalah anak ketiga putri kedua dari seorang bos Yakuza (gangster Jepang). Tumbuh dalam keluarga Yakuza membuat Shoko dan keluarganya menjadi bahan pergunjingan dari ibu-ibu tetangga di sekitar rumahnya. Di sekolah pun Shoko selalu mendapat ejekan dan perlakuan buruk dari teman-temannya. Pada masa kecilnya itu jugalah Shoko melihat dan meyakini bahwa manusia bermuka dua.
Ketika Ayahnya mengalami kebangkrutan dan keluarga mereka terlilit hutang Shoko tumbuh menjadi remaja pemberontak. Kehidupan malamnya sebagai Yanki (anak liar dengan rambut dicat perak dan berdandan aneh) menyeretnya makin dalam ke sisi kelam dunia. Dari menghirup thinner, perkelahian antar geng, seks bebas, hingga narkoba.
Kejatuhannya pada narkoba dan terlalu besarnya pengaruh uang dalam kehidupan keluarganya menjadikannya berkali-kali terlibat hubungan dengan suami orang dan bos Yakuza lainnya. Berhubungan dengan beberapa pria itu membuatnya mengalami banyak kekerasan dan sexual abuse.
Di saat mengalami penyiksaan yang teramat keji dan hampir tewas, Shoko tersadar bahwa ia harus merubah hidupnya. Tetapi hal itu tidak semudah ketika diniatkan. Jalan yang harus dilaluinya masih panjang, penyiksaan yang harus diterimanya masih tak tertanggungkan.


Aku menyukai cara Shoko menuturkan pengalaman hidupnya sebagai putri Yakuza dalam buku ini. Walaupun kata-kata yang dipilih terkadang kasar, tapi sepertinya itu menggambarkan sekasar dan sekeras itulah hidup yang telah dijalaninya.
Pada penuturan mengenai kehidupan seksnya, aku melihat bahwa Shoko menulisnya dengan sangat jujur. Terdapat perbedaan yang cukup kentara ketika ia menceritakan hubungan seksnya dengan pria yang dicintainya jika dibandingkan dengan orang yang tidak mempunyai tempat dihatinya.
Sayang sekali buku ini tidak menceritakan secara detail mengenai Yakuza tapi sedikitnya kita bisa mengetahui bahwa ternyata hidup sebagai keluarga Yakuza pun tidak menjadikannya terbebas dari gunjingan ibu-ibu penggosip walaupun mungkin suami-suami mereka begitu ketakutan untuk berurusan dengan Yakuzza tersebut.


Beberapa blog/situs yang juga mereview buku ini :
Yakuza Moon - Ungkapan Hati Putri Yakuza
Yakuza Moon - Kisah Seorang Putri Yakuza
Yakuza Moon on Pimpguides

tolong infonya dooong...

minna-san, ada yang tau ga gimana caranya dapat international license untuk mengemudi?
tolong infonya dooong...

My first Taiga Drama

The first taiga drama i've watched was Shinsengumi, and just a few days ago. Actually i've been watched Yoshitsune, but stuck at episode 3 till now :P
It was Qnuy and Doko who were recommended this taiga dorama to me....thank's to them coz the dorama really have great story.
With 49 episodes i've never felt bored even once. There was a few episodes that made me cry until my eyes became swollen, especially the episode about Yamanami Keisuke committed seppuku. After watched the drama i really want to know Japan's histories more, though i couldn't remember the name and time distinctly :P
Btw, i just find that the drama have a special drama and most likely the story about Hijikata Toshizou's part, maybe before he met Kondo Isami, or maybe around the time of the death of Kondo Isami until the death of Hijikata Toshizou himself.

ゆず (YUZU) & Kitagawa Yuujin

Berawal pada kemunculan Kitagawa Yuujin di episode pertama Innocent Love, gw jadi kecantol dengan senyum cerianya. Sepertinya dengan melihat senyum Yuujin semua kesedihan bisa terangkat dan menghilang di udara *lebay* :P


Dari searching gw jadi tahu klo Yuujin lbh dikenal sebagai singer dan berdua dengan Iwasawa Koji menbentuk group duo bernama ゆず (baca : YUZU).


Di blog tetangga dikatakan duo YUZU ini punya bakat bermain gitar, jadi tidak heran jika di setiap performance mereka alat musik gitar selalu menemani. Dan selain itu mereka juga pandai menciptakan lagu. Aliran musik yg dipilih duo YUZU ini berbeda dari boyband lain. Mereka mengusung aliran musik FOLK yg katanya cukup banyak peminatnya di Jepang. Awalnya gw ga tahu seperti apa musik folk itu. Tapi dengan mendengar lagunya gw pikir bisa dibilang musik folk itu mirip sekali dengan musik yg muncul di film2 bernuansa cowboy...atau memang itu nama jenis musiknya ?? XXD baru tau gw :P
Coba deh dengerin lagunya, cukup asik koq, bisa bikin badan gw ikut bergoyang ^o^

Berawal sebagai musisi jalanan dan kemudian memulai debutnya di dunia entertainment Jepang pada tahun 1997, YUZU sudah menelurkan 25 single dan 10 album diluar mini album, live album & best album. Wow, menurut gw prestasi mereka patut diacungkan jempol. Dan tanggal 22 April 2009 nanti YUZU akan meluncurkan single terbarunya.


source : YUZU Official Website , Asian Entertainment Universe


Oia, dari beberapa penampilan duo YUZU, kelihatan banget kalo Yuujin orang yang energik dan gampang tertawa...hhmmm, makin cinta jadinya... :P


*gapentingdotcom*
Menurut gw Yuujin punya sedikit kemiripan dengan Tamaki, yaitu kerut2 di wajah terutama pada saat senyum atau tertawa. Hanya saja kalau dibandingkan antar keduanya kelihatan Tamaki lebih tua, karena usia Yuujin saat ini sudah menjelang 32 tahun. Apakah pengaruh dari Tamaki yang makin kurus saja ?? Atau krn Yuujin-nya awet muda karena sering tertawa ??  

[TAGGED] 16 celeb

Di-tag ama Vicke ^^
Bingung mo milih celeb yg mana dr sederetan celeb yg gw demen-in, bingung nyari poto celeb2 na…plus bingung milih poto yg bakal gw posting...so, jadilah br hari ini gw bikin :P...



Rules :
(1) List 16 celebrities you would have sex or falling in love with without even asking questions….or just your favorite artists .
(2) Put all of them in order of your lust for them. (1 is the hottest.)
(3) Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
(4) Supply photos.
(5) Tag five people!



16 ~ Yul Brynner
The King and I, movie produksi taun 1956 ini gw tonton pas gw masih SD dan sampe skrg gw ga bisa ngelupain sosok Yul Brynner sbg King Mongkut. Waktu itu ada t4 cuci foto deket rmh gw yg majang fotonya. Tiap kali gw ke t4 itu, sambil nunggu foto gw dicuci, satu2nya hal yg gw buat adlh natapin foto Yul Brynner XXD Dan karena dia jugalah gw jd demen ama cowk botak :P tp bukan sembarang botak loh :D


15 ~ Andy Lau
Perannya sebagai Yo Ko di Return of Condor Heroes lah yg bikin gw sampe sekarang masih kesemsem ama om…atau ~spt kata melys~ engkong?...yg satu ini. Denger Andy nyanyi juga selalu bikin gw melayang…suaranya cowok banget sih… Biar kata udah tuwir, pesona seorang Andy Lau tetep aja ga pupus ^^


14 ~ Shahrukh Khan
Dimulai dari Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, gw yg kepincut ama akting SRK mulai mencari film2 dia yg lain. Bukan wajah dan body na yg bikin lemes tp acting dan kharisma na, krn pas di KKHH body SRK blm sebagus skrg. Yg gw tau body na sdh OKS bangget pas nonton Asoka.


13 ~ Ajay Devgan
Suami dari Kajol ini mulai bikin gw panas dingin pas liat dia di Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam yg kebetulan maen bareng dengan Aishwarya Rai, salah satu aktris Bollywood favorit gw. Walopun gw ga gila2an nyari2 film2 dia yg laen, tp setiap kemunculan Ajay di film na gw bisa ngerasain klo Ajay emang punya aura sexy…dan matanya tajam banget boo, ga tahan deh klo ditatap ama dia :P.


12 ~ Bae Young Jun
Oppa yg satu ini bikin ileran pas di Hotelier…ampe gw nekat beli VCD Ori na :D. Nyari film dia yg laen dan sampailah pada Untold Scandal yg bikin gw asli ilfil…sampe ga berani nonton April Snow yg kata na ada ‘bed scene’ juga. Tp walopun sempet ilfil gw pengen banget liat The Legend…duuuh, share-an DISC koq ga nyampe2 yah ?? Tp klo dipikir2, skrg koq gw malah pengen liat Untold Scandal lagi yah ?? XXD


11 ~ Bi / Rain
Pasti udah pada menduga klo Full House lah yg bikin gw tergila2 pada Rain. Tp alasan utama gw tergila2 itu bukan krn body Rain yg emang OK, bukan krn suara serak dia yg mnrt gw cukup sexy, bukan juga krn kepiawaian dia dlm nge-dance. Mo tau apa? Hhmmm, coba deh ingat2 scene di kamar hotel pada saat tokoh yg diperankan Rain berpisah dgn tokoh yg diperanin oleh Song Hye Gyo...saat itu Rain sdg menghadap jendela membelakangi kamera... nah, gaya Rain saat itu dan tampak punggungnya dr belakang itulah yg bikin gw klepek2... dan msh terbayang jelas di benak gw gayanya itu...indah... ^^
 

10 ~ Jesadaporn Pholdee (Tik)
Kenapa gw masukin Tik? Yaa krn sampe skrg gw ga bisa ngelupain senyum jail na di Kaew Tah Pee. Dan setiap kali liat poto dia dengan senyum jail itu bakal bikin gw ingat semua moment2 di KTP saat tokoh yg diperanin Tik menjaili istrinya...gw sampe jingkrak2 waktu nonton adegan ntu :P. Emang jail kek na dia yaa *ngasal* XD


9 ~ Lee Joon Gi
Penampilan JunKi di My Girl menutupi pemeran yg lainnya, sampe gw berpikir JunKi terlalu ‘bagus’ untuk dipasangkan dengan Lee Da Hae. JunKi bikin gw iri krn dia jauh lebih cantik dr gw….dan gw makin iri liat dia di King and The Clown….pantas banget dia dengan rambut panjang seperti itu. Krn ke-bunglon-annya itulah yg bikin gw ketar-ketir tiap kali JunKi muncul…sampe histeris dan ngulang berkali2 iklan produk mp3 JunKi yg dengerin music sampai ke toilet XXD


8 ~ Narimiya Hiroki
Perannya sbg cowk yg rada 'nakal' di Orange Days yg bikin gw panas dingin. Gima enggak, gaya dia nge-kisu temen cewk na itu looooh...HOT baaaanget...jd pengen qta na kan... XXD


7 ~ Joo Ji Hoon
Emang pertama liat di Princess Hours, dan emang krn peran dia disitu cocok banget, gw jadi demen ama cowk yg satu ini. Tp alasan yg lbh tepat kenapa gw masukin dia di list ini ya krn tiap kali gw liat dia, apalagi dgn pose spt poto di atas, gw ga bisa bilang klo dia ga sexy….menurut gw looooh… :P


6 ~ Arturo Peniche
Maria Mercedes tentunya yg bikin gw tergila2 ama om satu ini. Kenapa? Karena dr penampilan na di telenovela lawas itulah gw nemuin sosok cowk idaman. Ada apa emangnya? Karena dia punya tatapan yg lembuuuuut banget, dan gw jd berpikir cowk dgn tatapan selembut itu bisa jadi sangat sayang dengan keluarganya, istri dan anak2nya…tentunya ini adlh khayalan ABG diliat dr usia gw waktu itu ^^. Dan satu lagi, cara dia kisu itu bikin mpot2an boo  :P


5 ~ Jang Dong Gun
Oppa yg ini sempet bikin gw merasa sakit hati dgn sobat gw. Pasalnya krn nonton bareng All About Eve dengan sobat gw itu, dan kami bedua jd demen ama oppa, kami buatlah initial panggilan diantara kami bedua. Gw pengen na pake JDG aka Jang, eh sobat gw itu ga mo kalah hrs pake JDG…drpd gontok2an mslh kek gitu, jadilah gw ngalah dgn make BYJ aka Bae…norak banget kaaaan? XXD Oia, yg bikin hati gw doki2 sama oppa satu ini, juga cara kisu na di ending All About Eve…maknyuusss ooi  :P


4 ~ Tamaki Hiroshi
Mungkin udah pada tau klo gw bakal masukin Tamaki di list, secara ~mungkin~ di antara HTS gw termasuk yg paling ‘gila’. Akting na di Nodame Cantabile, terutama yg versi dorama, krn disitu Tamaki blm kurus dan kempot ^^, asli kereeeen banget. Denger dia nyanyi juga gw suka banget, terutama lagu kedua di single Dakishimetai…di playlist HP gw lagu ini adlh lagu wajib yg nemenin gw di perjalanan ^^


3 ~ Kim Bum
Liat pertama kali di Rude Woman, asli cowk dengan wajah imut ini bikin ketar-ketir hati gw, gimana enggak…senyum na itu loooh…cewk judes, arogan, ato apapun itu pasti luluh klo udah dikasi senyum oleh Kim Bum... ^^


2 ~ Theeradeth Wongpuapan (Ken)
Liat dia di Oom Ruk dan kemudian Sawan Biang bikin gw yakin gw emang cinta ama cowk satu ini. Akting dan senyum ba yg aduhai itu bikin tangan gw ga brenti berharap suatu waktu gw punya kesempatan buat ngelus Ken, meluk Ken, klo perlu nyium Ken juga...istri na pasti ngertilah XD


1 ~ Vic Zhou (Zai Zai)
Gw suka gayanya sbg Hua Ce Lei di Meteor Garden, gw suka dia nyanyi krn tipe suara na sedikit mirip Andy Lau, dan gw makin suka karena Zai Zai ngidolain Andy Lau juga. Gw ga tau apalagi yg bikin gw ‘cinta mati’ ama cowk satu ini…tp yang jelas, setiap kali dia muncul bisa bikin gw histeris layaknya ABG, tiap kali dia senyum jail bikin gw gemes setengah idup, tatapan mata na ~sepeti yg di poto~ bikin gw doki2…tolong teman2, selamatkan gw dr kedalaman jurang pesona Zai Zai…. *najong* :P



Skrg gw nge-tag :
~ Melys
~ Moonchill
~ Qnuy
~ Kayla
~ Chie-chan