just posting chapter 1 of Finding Back His Soul (http://jyllchan.livejournal.com/2381.html) fiuuuh...a bit uneasy bcoz i cannot post the beta version... >.<

i watched Sunao ni Narenakute's BTS interview, and at 2nd minute was when i saw Jaejoong's potrait when he has just joined SM...so same even with his hairstyle =p

in the way to my grandma's grave, and i forgot to bring jacket and hat...it's already hot here >___<

Always Keep The Faith!

Deep voice which make me feel calm
But sometimes could be cool and strong or child-like 
The voice of the leader Jung 'U-know' Yunho

Sexy voice that i love so much especially when heard him talked
Just heard him and me will think all romantic moments
That voice belong to Park 'Micky' Yoochun

Husky voice which make me feel a bit sad
But at the same time feel the powerful energy and earnestly 
Kim 'Xiah' Junsu is the owner of that voice

Shrill and gruff, and me thought of freedom and wildness
Everytime i heard Wild Soul come from his voice
That is Shim 'Max' Changmin's voice

Clean but sometimes husky and next time full of power
But everytime me just see the beautiful memories
From Kim 'Hero' Jaejoong that beautiful voice come out

They have their own unique and I love each of them
But the unison of their voice had gave good music, great song
The unison of them had brought amazing performance

And now the unison will devided
Each of them will walk their own way
Each of them will reach their own dreams

Me watching from the far
Hope for the best for each of them
Hope for the unison will return to coalescing
Hope till the end
Always keep the faith


just read about Tohoshinki inactivity, and i really feel sad about it
although i've prepared that that situation will come soon
and i've prepared to support their solo activities
but still the news sadden me, feel like crying now T____T

Feeling Blue

This morning on the way to the church, i listen to Tohoshinki 3rd Japanese Album, 'T'.
And when i heard their 'Forever Love' in acapella version suddenly i feel so sad and nearly crying. I really love their unison especially in acapella...and that is the first reason i love them so much.

This sadden me more. And i couldn't hold the tears anymore.
What Max-san wrote on his Twitter is really true.....

"Things that will be better if you know, things that won't hurt you if you don't know..."

We, fans, need the truth.
We, fans, hurt from all knavery that had been happened.

But we, fans, still will support their choice, no matter what.
We still keep our faith on the boys.

AnAn Magazine, CDJapan Preorder SOLD OUT!

Amazing!
It's on April 1st, CDJapan open the preorder for AnAn Magazine with Jaejoong at the cover, and i received the notification just around 19:00pm, and now, about 2 hours after i arrived at home, 01:56am at April 2nd, the preorder was SOLD OUT!
Again, the power of Dong Bang Shin Ki boys proved it.

Source : CDJapan

i had say that i've made up my mind that i don't wanna buy AnAn if Jae's appear on 1704 edition......buuuut, he is sooooo tempting, sooooo sexy in that magazine, eventhough he still on his pants. ottokajo, ottokajo, i wanna buy iiiiiit >____< why is he must so sexyyyyyy *drolling*